Suaveh’s Speculations

Suffering even though I’m happy…

That’s the title of the next episode of Honey and Clover II that I’m going to watch. It’s interesting as it’s an irony, and I just simply love ironies. But normally I don’t just like ironies just because they’re contradictory, but also because they send important messages.

Like this. The quote made me think. How true is it? And what about the reverse? Happy even though I’m suffering?

I thought about it for a while, and yes, they can both be true. And another irony that I find is that, I think most would think that it’s easier to find a situation where someone suffers even though he’s happy than where someone is happy even though one suffers.

But by experience, it’s easier to find situations where one is happy even though one suffers. I guess this is due to knowing how to do sacrifices or moritifications, and being happy because you know you’re doing what is right.

In the case where one suffers when one is happy… I think the main problem here is not really that it is uncommon. I actually believe it is very very common, but the question is whether people see that they’re suffering even though they’re happy. Example: Addiction.

And there’s another example for me, as I believe I’ve experienced it. Though I won’t really get into the details of it. All I can say is yes, I’ve experienced it. ^_^

WoW… sing to the tune of Beer by Itchyworms

Nais kong magpalevel ten
Kahit na tulala
Tulog ko ay nabibitin
Kape walang sawa

Nagpapalevel na ako sa mga kalaban na bumabangon sa mga hukay
Sila’y katulad ng itsura ko kapag naglalakad ako ay mukha nang bangkay

Giliw…
Paabot nga ng Visine
Ang mga araw ay bigla na lang naglaho
Dahil lumipas nang ako ay naglalaro
Lahat ng iyo’s nawala nung naadik ako
Kaya ngayon…

Chorus:
Sa Azeroth ako’y pumapatay na ng kalaban
Nagpapalevel na parang alang kinabukasan
Bawa’t attack, Bawa’t sapak
Ano ba talagang mas gusto ko
Ang WoW char ko o ang buhay na ‘to

Nais kong pumatay ng Trogg
Para sa items ko
Maghahanap ako ng Tin
At miminahin ko

Kukuha ako ng gear at ipapaenchant ko sa tao para lalo lumakas ito
Lahat ay aking gagawin upang lahat sila’y isipin na malakas na ako

Chorus:
Sa Lordaeron papatay na ako ng mga Ally
Maglalaro ako hanggang sa mawalan ng malay
Bawa’t patay, Maging tulay
Para tumaas ang level ko
Sa game na tong kinaadikan ko