Suaveh’s Speculations

It’s been two weeks since I left Anino. What has happened so far? Well… I’ve been a bum for those past two weeks… just resting at home ^_^ Was supposed to be excited about going to Japan right now, but I guess it’s not going to happen… too bad my application was rejected. >_>

I made myself a level 40 faust in Philippine RF Online in the Omicron server, but I guess I got tired of playing RF na rin… After realizing that I might not really be able to achieve my goal of a perfectly PTed character… But yeah… It was fun being in the top spots of the board. Who knows I might come back in Omicron?

I guess I got to rest a lot… physically that is. Emotionally… somewhat. Kinda weird… as to I really felt like living in a telenovela, and I still do right now. It was really a memorable last month in Anino. For details, I won’t be posting them here. ^_^

Socially rested… I don’t think I should rest socially if ever. In RF I got to meet a lot of people. And I still have contact with my friends over YM or MSN. Though, I could say I relaxed my contacting others… Because I’m not online the whole day, unlike when I worked in Anino. Which is quite ironic…

But I guess the irony will change when I get into Makati. They say that instant messenger programs are not allowed in where I will be going, which is a big change for me, since I’ve been using YM ever since I got to register during 4th year college. Well… If ever it would make me start talking to others instead of YMing them to get to know them. ^_^

But… still it would somewhat disconnect me from some good friends that I have made… new or old…

I wonder what distractions I will now look for when I transfer? Maybe I would start doodling again at work… or maybe I would start to read up books? Or maybe I’ll really focus on my work when I’m there. ^_^

Pero for sure… I’m going to meet new people. I guess I’ve always liked meeting new people… I don’t really know how it happened… but ever since college I always wanted to go into a class without talking to others about it (except on some cases when I got a crush and went into it because of her… ) But I never really talked to my barkadas about it. I get into a class clueless as to who I will meet, hoping I’ll be able to make good friends. If there aren’t any who are of the same "wavelength" as I am, then tough luck, but I’ll be able to survive.

I guess even when I looked for work I also had such a mindset. I got into Anino without knowing anyone in there, except for Chow who referred me, and even so, he’s in the sister company and technically not in the same workplace as I am. But in a span of one year, I managed to have good friends in the company. Makes me sad that I have to leave them though…

Anyways, even into where I’ll transfer, I don’t know anyone there. Makes me wonder what will happen in my at least two year stay in their company…

Now, I guess I’ll start learning Java again, as that is what is going to be used in the company I’m transferring to. I’m quite rusty… last time I used it was in my graduating semester. Still, I always believed that it’s not the language, but the programmer that has a greater effect. And they’re going to teach me Java anyways, a few months training of it. I guess a few refresher courses would be at hand… Thank you Mr. Florendo for giving me a disc worth of reviewers of various languages, which, by the way, is what I used to learn C++ basics in one month.

But really, what excites me the most is meeting new friends… and also meeting old ones, as most of my old friends work at (a) nearby building(s). I guess I’ll be one highway nearer to them. ^_^ Kinda miss them really… Maybe it’s a chance to catch up on what things happened with them, and hopefully reforming the bonding that we had.

I’ll be one highway nearer to EBs, like those from TDP, and also some people that I’ve met over the net. Who knows? I might be able to be good friends with them…

But then I’ll be one highway away from you… Well, it’s better than an airplane away from you ^_^

Well… Whatever happens, I’m sure He has a plan for me, you, and all of us. That’s why He let all of these happen. As Popo has said and reminded me everytime, "Everything happens for a reason". I’ve always believed that, ever since I failed my thesis the first time. As for what reasons, we may not know always know on the spot, but I’m sure they’re always good, for all of us. All that I’m hoping for is that hopefully that future will include you in it.

Anyways… there goes my sporadic blogging schedule… I guess time to end this post. Dunno when I’ll be posting again… Whenever that is I hope that I’d be in a good place at a good time. ^_^

Take care people… Catch you when I catch you.