Suaveh’s Speculations

The Cycle of Love… A sinusoid… multiplied by e raised to a negative variable…

When will it reach 0?

Howell… It’s almost been a month since I started to let go, and I guess it’s still there… though I could say I’m making some progress. Thanks to some help of my friends, pressure in work, and a new game to play (RF Online!).

It’s not like it’s the first time I’ve thought about this… I’ve thought about it a lot of times na rin. I sometimes think about it and wonder why I held on to my feelings… and why I never showed them to her. I guess it might have been that… I never told her until recently.

Pero I guess it’s time to move on. She herself said it so. There are other girls out there… Honestly… Not only there are, but there were…

Anyways, no regrets. Everything happens for a reason. As for this, I’ve yet to find out.

As for RF, I guess it’s a nice game after all. I didn’t like it before, but I’m finally appreciating the game. I guess it’s because may mga kalaro na ako ngayon, namely Silme who’s my officemates. We’re still trying to convince one officemate of ours to play too. But I guess it’s hard to pull them out of DotA… hehe

What about Guild Wars, Civ and DotA? Civ is with my boss, trying to study the engine, and of course the game itself. DotA… well a barkada of my officemate wants to challenge us, so I guess it’s time to practice again for the battle.

As for Guild Wars… I dunno… ala yung mga kalaro ko rin e…

Absence makes the heart grow fonder…? I dunno ^_^

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